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Diary 2001

Jennifer

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December 31, 2001

For new years I made chocolate chip banana bread!!! It was almost like a delicacy.  My friend Giovanna from Salem, Oregon sent us chocolate chips.  We saved them for a very special occasion.  We had a visitor to help us welcome the New Year, a great big tarantula crawled into the house under our screen door, and Shawn caught it with a cut open ½ liter bottle and a zip lock bag…did I mention it was huge like 4 inches long!!!!! I climbed up on a chair and started screaming for the neighbors to come, but Shawn saved me…my hero. That was our new years eve excitement.

December 24, 2001

My college friends: Andrea, Cindy and Megan sent us sugar cookies for Christmas.  When my neighbor’s tasted the sugar cookies they sent, they made me promise to make cookies for Christmas, so on Christmas Eve, we made sugar cookies from scratch.   

I made cookies with my neighbors and their 3 little girls.  What an experience!  We cut out our little Christmas trees to fill 2 huge pans (large baking sheets…held at least 20 cookies on each one.)  It took awhile because the girls wanted to learn how to cut them out and this takes some talent to not break the tree as you transfer it from the counter to the baking sheet.  But, it was fun to let them try.  When the trees broke, we did a lot of mending.  We then made letters for all their names (initials) out of the cookie dough.  They were so excited to each have their own special cookie in the shape of their name. 

My neighbor doesn’t have an oven as we know it; she has a clay stove that you feed wood to –to fuel the fire called a fagon.  We put the cookies in, and I left for 5 minutes to start more cookie cutting.  The girls started yelling for me.  BOTH PANS  HAD  BURNT!  I think their fire was on BROIL (hee hee).  There is no temperature control when using fire.  There were probably 5 cookies out of the  40 that we were able to salvage.  We then started over and made another pan of 20. 

We went to bake them promising to watch them during every point of the process.  As we were taking a picture of the cookies in the clay oven the little girl, Michelle, got too close and burnt her arm.  She ran off crying.  Then Gloria, the mom went to take out the pan, as the cookies appeared done.  The pan was too hot, even through the rag she was using as a potholder.  She dropped the pan of cookies into the dirt.  (The oven is outside!  We were sweating hot from baking outside in 80 degree weather!)  About 5 of those cookies stayed on the pan.  

So, out of our entire double batch, we ended up with about 10 cookies.  We looked at each other exasperated and said…this is not our day (I found out that is an expression in Spanish, too!)

December 16, 2001

This week Shawn and I went to Ama Pala, a small town on the island of El Tigre. This is where we went to attend Shawn's workshop for Municipal Development. The island lies in the Pacific Ocean off the south coast of Honduras. From the island you can see three countries; Honduras, Nicaragua and El Salvador. It is quite beautiful. The island looks like a volcano with lots of trees (probably because it is a volcano - it is just inactive now)! The conference was a lot of fun. We traveled to our destination on Monday, by taking "lanchas" (small fishing boats) from the mainland to the island. I was sure we were going to sink in the small, rickety boats that the boat drivers packed with people. I think we had at least 20 people in a boat designed for 10! Of course, I am exaggerating, but that is what it felt like! When we got to the dock, I looked down the pier to see the faint outline of a town that looked like it had come out of an old western movie. The old, rustic storefronts on the main street were constructed of wood that time had weathered. The roads were dusty, the temperature was hot and the ocean breeze was a welcome relief.

Once on the island, we went to check-in at a small oceanfront cafe and were greeted by Shawn's director, Jeff. He gave us a packet of information for the week and invited us to have refreshments. We sat at a table outside sipping our coca-colas (the beverage of choice in Honduras). I love to drink the pop out of the glass bottle (this is how all pop is served here, cans are only found in the capitol and is still a rare sight). We waited for everyone to arrive (40 volunteers in total) and then ate lunch. Shawn and I ordered fish, which was served as the whole fish, lightly fried (head, eyes, fins and all!) I love seafood and this was the first time we have had fish in Honduras, so it was a treat. The meal was served with banana chips and potato salad. After lunch we went to our host families to drop off our backpacks. This is probably the most interesting part of the trip for me. There is a volunteer, Peter, who lives on this island. He is probably around 45 years old and this is his second time serving with Peace Corps. When Peter was in his 20's, he served in Africa! He ended up staying there for 9 years and then worked in the states for a while. He really wanted to learn Spanish so he came to Honduras! Here is the interesting part...he has been single all this time and has met a Honduran bride! They will be married in June. His service is done in August and they will move to New Mexico, U.S.A. together. She is his age, and has two teenage kids from a previous marriage. So, beware...we might re-join the Peace Corps when we retire (just kidding)!

Peter's project is working to expand tourism on the island. Twenty years ago, Amapala was the only port for Honduras from the Pacific Ocean. Founded in the early 1800's, Amapala flourished as a seaport city. In 1980, the seaport was relocated to San Lorenzo, a city close to Amapala, but located directly on the mainland. This made transporting items a lot easier to bypass the island and go straight to the shore of the country. Since that time, the elderly population reminisces about the "good old days" when one could see at least five ships at any given time in the island's port. There is sadness in their voices as they remember the liveliness of their town with the bustle of business. Today the reality is the "tranquilo" (Spanish word for calm or tranquil) state their small seaport village has become. Due to its vast history and natural beauty, tourism could be an option for this little island. There is one expensive hotel that was built 5 years ago, but it is really outrageous ($60 per person per night!) It is a nice hotel, but nothing spectacular to charge those prices. But, since the hotel has a monopoly, they can charge what they want and it has become known as the "exclusive" place for the few rich Hondurans who travel. Peter's idea was to establish the concept of "Bed and Breakfast" homes to increase tourism within the community and bring money directly into the hands of the islanders. Although many families are able to survive on fishing, it is simply just that - survival living. They catch just enough fish to eat and stay alive. There is no extra to sell. The boost in tourism could assist these families in achieving a somewhat higher standard of living. Currently, there is a vast degree of poverty on the island. With Peter's idea, families would open their homes up when tourists were in town and rent them to people as "Guest Homes." This is what our group rented for the conference. Instead of staying at the hotel, we stayed with families. The concept is great, but could use some improvements.

Shawn and I slept in someone's kitchen! Actually, the family we stayed with had a small home made of cement. One room was a living area with a TV and a couple of chairs. The other room was a kitchen and bedroom all in one. The family also had a small wooden building on the beach that they use to sell food, pop and rent hammocks to tourist's for a day in the sun. While we stayed at their house, the dad and mom and kids slept on the beach in hammocks. It cost us $6 per night per person to rent their home. The bed was clean and accommodating. However, there was no privacy. The daughter stayed in the living room and her job was to cook us breakfast. Each morning around 6 AM, as we were sleeping, she'd waltz into our room to start frying eggs. Her closet was also in our rented room, so she would come in and out to get clothes or hair bands or whatever else she needed. The door between the living room and bedroom was a screen door, so this made changing into a swimsuit or pajamas quite challenging. Sometimes Shawn would hold up a towel for me to change because we were never fully alone. The other thing that I wasn't ready for was the latrine. When we returned to our "guest home" after all our conference sessions from the day, it was dark. Shawn walked outside with me to find the "bathroom". To our surprise, the latrine was a cement hole. There was a box in the corner for discarding toilet paper. The box and rim of the cement opening were crawling with mammoth size cockroaches. Gross! I whimpered and whined and told Shawn that I could hold it. He told me to pull myself together and proceed with our bathroom mission. Using his flashlight, he scared away the roaches. What would I do without him? I had to hold my nose with one hand, while using my T-shirt to cover both my mouth and nose. This only slightly protected me from the wrenching smell. The program is just starting, so I have to remember that over time they will probably refine their services. I just think it is important, because Peace Corps volunteers seem to be a little more patient and accepting to cultural extremes than a typical American tourist. If I were on a vacation (rather than traveling on this Peace Corps experience), I would probably be a bit surprised by this primitive version of a Bed and Breakfast. I would suggest a curtain for the bedroom area, if they can't afford a door, and a ventilation system for the latrine. Even a hole in the roof would help air the thing out!

On Tuesday, Shawn spent most of the day in sessions with his group. Since the "spouses" weren't required to attend the meetings, we went to the beach for some fun and relaxation. We spent most of the day lying in hammocks, drinking coca-cola and watching the ocean waves. We swam for a bit, talked and read our books. I love the breeze that comes off the water. Even in the hot 85-90 degree weather, the breeze gives you the illusion of feeling cool. It was very refreshing. There is one road that circles around the entire island. Amapala is the main town and then the island is surrounded with smaller villages, each having their own name and beach areas. The island has a circumference of about 15 kilometers (7miles). Our mode of transportation was a pick-up truck. People stand in the back holding on to a metal bar that is welded to the bed of the truck. It was fun to ride around the island and feel the air race through our hair. We just had to be careful to duck for tree branches.

Each day for lunch and each night for dinner we would meet at different beaches to eat. Tuesday night we had steak and shrimp kabobs with grilled vegetables. It was delicious. Fresh from the sea (the shrimp that is...) On Wednesday morning everyone had free time. Shawn went fishing on a boat and I decided to climb the volcano with some of the other volunteers. We heard it was a hard hike, but the view is outstanding to see all three countries from the top of the hill. The hike took two and a half hours to get to the top. We had a group of about 10 people make the trek. Peter was our tour guide. He told me he grew up as the son of a National Park Ranger. His family moved about every four years across the country and his dad worked at various parks. The last park they lived in was the Grand Canyon in Arizona. He spent every weekend for four years hiking throughout the canyon! Needless to say he is in great shape. He usually takes an hour to get up the hill. Even though we took a slower pace than he normally goes, I still felt exhausted! I love to hike on nature trails, but the steep mountain climb kept me panting the whole way up, leaving me out of breath. It was a true challenge. Yet, it was probably the highlight of my entire week. When we got to the top, the view was breathtaking. I could see the mountain range in Nicaragua, another volcano in El Salvador, the shore of Honduras and many tiny islands inbetween. Peter surprised our group by taking out oranges, bread and more water for everyone! I was so hungry that it tasted like a feast. We had no idea he was carrying all this stuff for us in his backpack! It was very thoughtful and appreciated.

On the top of the mountain is an old U.S. Army base. The U.S. Army used the base in the 1980's during the Cold War as a listening post and look out point. The base existed for five years with many American soldiers calling this island home. During that time, the U.S. built a road up the mountain to get back and forth from the town to the top of the hill. During Hurricane Mitch in 1998, the road was washed away with a landslide. Large bolders destroyed the road making it impossible to drive up. On the hike, the old road outlines the walking trail for hikers. The mountain is filled with a canopy of green trees that helped shade us from the sun on our expedition. I had to stop at least every 20 minutes to catch my breath, drink a bag of water (our purified water comes in bags here), ask Peter if we were almost there (to which he would just smile and keep climbing) and enjoy a moment of the incredible ocean view. The higher we got, the more amazing the sight! I was intrigued by the old Army base and somehow felt a strong connection with our country. The first thing I discovered was a rock painted with white letters in English saying, "To Be Hard, You Must Live Hard" and signed by the batalon number of the army troop. It seemed odd to see something in English yet, it clearly portrayed the American Army days on the mountain. The top of the mountain is flat and as we walked further, we discovered old army barracks where the men would sleep. One of the buildings was labeled, FIRST AID, and another was labeld OPERATIONS. Again, the signs were in English. The buildings are old and deteriorating. The signs above the doors are chipping from previous rainy seasons. A seventy-four year old Honduran man lives in the OPERATIONS building. His job is to guard the mountain. He hikes up and down the volcano three or four times a week for food or to see his family. When we arrived, he was excited for the company. His smile showed the only two teeth he owned and when he stood up to shake my hand he couldn't have been more than five feet tall. In between the buildings I could make out the remains of an old dirt floor basket-ball court. The hoops were knocked over on the ground. I kept my eye open, hoping for a souvenier, like a dog-tag or something cool. All I found were bags of sand that, according to Peter, were probably used as look-out points for the soldiers to hide behind.

The way back down the mountain was equally as difficult, but in a different way. The trail that seemed so steep on the way up was now hard to descend slowly due to the sliding gravel and our downward motion. I relied heavily on my walking stick to keep me balanced. We made it down in an hour and a half. When we reached the bottom, my legs were trembleing from the weight I had put on my leg muscles. I ended up feeling the ache in my legs for 2 days after the hike! Even with the pain, I was proud of my accomplishment. Shawn is hoping if we return to make the hike himself since he chose the fishing activity instead. He had fun on the boat, but they didn't catch any fish. I hope I am up to going again!

Thursday was our last day of the conference. We left after lunch at about 1:00 PM. We took the same small fishing boats back to the mainland. Shawn was sitting in the middle of the boat and got absolutely drenched by the time we reached the other side. I kept trying not to giggle (good thing it is so hot here...I knew he'd be dry in 15 minutes.) He sneered and told me he didn't think he should have to pay for the ride (which cost us a whole $.56 cents), but after he noticed a couple other people were drenched, his sense of humor returned. We took a bus to Choluteca (our department capitol) and slept over at John's apartment (he is a volunteer that we know who lives in Choluteca and let's us sleep at his place if we don't have time to make it up the mountain to our home). John is from Colorado and works with water and sanitation projects here in Honduras. In the morning we went to the post office in Choluteca (this is where our mail goes before we get it in Concepción de Maria). We were super lucky...they had a package waiting there for us! There are always surprises with the Honduran mail system. Giovanna (our friend who we met in training, who left to go back home to Oregon) had sent us a fun package of many random items including protein bars, powered milk, razors, a pumice board (our feet were very happy!) and some lip gloss and hand lotion.

Around 11 AM we headed for the bus station (note the time...this is a valuable part of the story.) The bus ride was nothing out of the ordinary; it was hot, dusty, and very long. To make life even more eventful, we got a flat tire half way back to Concepción! This is where I am thankful that I bring a book to read EVERYWHERE I GO! You never know when a simple trip turns into a whole day of waiting. We arrived back home around 3:30 PM. That's right...four and a half hours later. Never again will I complain about long car rides. I think about the four hour trip to see my grandma in a car (that I have some control over) and that has the luxury feature of air-conditioning! In fact, I dream about going to see my grandma and comparing the journey to my Honduran bus rides. I think this will give me such a new perspective on the subject of travel. I find it interesting that "as the crow flies" (a famous Peace Corps expression) our town is about one hour away from Choluteca. Oh, well! Without my long bus rides I wouldn't have so many fun stories to write about. Maybe I should be thankful. The latest book that I am reading is called "A Prayer for Owen Meany" by John Irving. There was also a movie similar to the book called, "Simon Birch". In the front of the book, the author has quoted the following bible verse:


Have no anxiety about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.
-The Letter of Paul to the Philippians


This is a good verse for me to remember. I may get anxious at times with everything around me. But, if I truly look at my situation, there is so much to be thankful for such as the fun trip we had, the time we actually have to wait, and experiencing this whole thing together. I am finding as we document our time in Honduras, I love to write! This is another thing to be thankful for. One of my favorite past-times is writing home. Maybe Shawn and I can write a book someday.
 

December 8, 2001

So, I am feeling a lot better this week with adjusting to our town. I still miss being away from everyone for Christmas. But, this week was so fun. Our town celebrated "Purisima" the Purification of Mary…we call it the Immaculate Conception in the states. Well, our town (Concepción de Maria) is named after the Immaculate Conception, so the celebration here is quite grand. My neighbors invited me to share in the festivities with them. This tradition is most common for women and children. I didn't see many men partake in the event. Shawn stayed home and typed email because he would have been the only guy there.

So here is how they celebrate! For 8 days proceeding December 8th, the town celebrates each night with saying a rosary. The tradition is to go to different neighbors' homes each night around 6:00 PM. Outside each home, the host decorates a small shrine draped in Christmas lights and colorful tinsel. A small table is placed under a canopy of branches (picture something from Gilligan's Island) with candles and a statue of the Virgin Mary to complete the decor. The "prayer service" takes about one hour. They start by singing lots of songs. The little old ladies bellow out the music (I tried to hum along.) The children love teaching me the words. A couple of the nights I attended, the women asked me to sing songs in English. They said they love to hear my voice and they don't mind if I sing in a different language.

When the women finish singing, everyone says one rosary, super fast…it takes about 10 minutes (I could not keep up at all, let alone try to say the prayers in Spanish!). Then everyone is served something small to eat...like a plate of rice and a tortilla or a warm dinner roll. I thought of my Dad tonight when we ate and how much he would love this! It is so random and spontaneous as you sit and eat under the stars. I was so thankful to sit outside with the cool breeze and not have any Mosquitoes!

After the snack, the children are given a bag of candy and the adults are given a small gift such as a plate, a cup, or a bowl accompanied by an orange or two, a banana and maybe a potato. My kitchen is now stocked! From attending all the different parties, I have collected a small green plastic bowl, a large blue plastic bowl, a purple coffee mug, a blue glass cereal bowl, a small navy serving platter and a hot pink plate with a McDonald's logo on the front (I don't know where they found that!). Nothing matches, but I am using everything! Sometimes I think just the excitement of receiving a gift is what makes the gift giving so much fun.

Today, December 8th, was the last night of the week's celebration. It ended with many fireworks, firecrackers, fire rockets…basically anything that makes noise. All night Shawn and I heard the mini- explosions to commemorate the festivities. Just imagine the 4th of July all month long…that is what Christmas is like here. Throughout the day, drums sounded and people processed through the streets with statues of Mary and the Baby Jesus. The processions were crowed with people singing songs and praying as they passed by our house.

At night the streets are alive with people walking around and greeting one another. The whole town knows my name and they love to greet me by saying, "Buenas Noches (goodnight), Yennifer" as I walk back home to share my goodies with Shawn. If he isn't walking right beside me, everyone asks, "Where is Miguel?" And to be polite, I stop and chat with each grandma, each child, and each group of women, as I explain that Shawn is at home and very excited to eat my plate of rice with me when I return! No matter what I say, they laugh. Everyone is so intrigued with us. They are friendly and warm and inviting. That is what I like about our town. I like feeling welcomed. I like being recognized. I like feeling like I am a part of something. And I like the fact that everyone seems to be watching out for us. They are interested in knowing who we are and why we came. Their sincerity is what awes me and at the same time comforts me.

When I got home, Shawn laughed at my excitement as I showed him our new treasures (the oranges and plastic kitchen dishes). So, even though there is no snow, it is finally beginning to feel like Christmas.

November 27, 2001

Hiking! Shawn and I hiked for 2 hours this morning up the bolder river, as I like to describe it. We followed the dirt road that casually accompanies the river's bends. We both decided the best way to fight the heat is by staying in shape and keeping our spirits filled with hope. This means we are adding walking and hiking to our weekly routine. No matter how exhausted we feel, we know that the energy our bodies exert during exercise will make us stronger. We have also started morning devotions as another method to "revive" us. So far both strategies have been working. I loved the hike. The water whitecap along for most of the path, but as we hiked our way up the mountain, the water started to crash on the larger rocks forming mini-waterfalls and bubbling brooks. The crystal mountain water looked almost clean enough to drink...but I won't risk that illusion. Some parts of the trail went directly into the river and I was happy to have my water-proof boots along for the expedition. I felt like a true explorer as I plunged through the rushing stream of water. The water is no more than a foot deep and still I often asked Shawn to hold his hand. Maybe next time I will be more brave.

The hike was revitalizing. I plan to journey that way often. It did wonders for my state of mind and encouraged me to rely on the inner strength God provides when we feel we can not possibly continue forward. I was reminded today that God doesn't place us in situations that we are not strong enough to survive.

November 21, 2001

I am tired with exhaustion. The heat absolutely drains me. I am amazed at how people live in this climate. Every breath I take is an effort. Every move I make seems to be an accomplishment. I need to find some energy and I am not quite sure where that will be. When I turn around, I am face to face with dust and dirt amidst the hot noon day sun. I am consumed with the thought of being clean! I guess I will go take a cold bucket bath. That should provide some momentary relief. Unfortunately, the feeling never lasts long enough before I just get hot again!

November 19, 2001

We went to use internet today and I had the oddest feeling that I was in the wrong place. Here I was trekking to the high school to use their internet connection and I felt like I had to pass through a jungle from an adventure movie similar to that of "Indiana Jones". First, to get on the right side of the river where the school is located, we had to cross the swinging foot bridge. This wobbly invention is a make-shift bridge assembled after Hurricane Mitch in 1998 with planks of wood and some rusty bent nails suspended by 4 cement columns and steel cables, which span the width of the river. As I cross, the bridge sways with my motion. The only thing we are missing are the crocodiles! Shawn and I follow the dirt path on the other side of the river, over large rocks, through a little brush on the way to our destination Near the river I see large frogs...bigger than I have ever known before and I have to be careful not to step on one. By their size I am afraid they would bite. Shawn reassures me that this simply isn't true. But, my mind loves to play with paranoia. We slow down on our hike to allow a couple of donkeys to pass with the heavy loads piled high on their backs. Donkey's don't move very fast. I guess I wouldn't either with all that treacherous weight strapped to me! Finally, we arrive at the school. As Shawn goes to unlock the gate, we notice that a pig is captured inside. He must have been eating the schoolyard grass the night before and accidentally got left behind when all the teachers went home for the evening. With panicky snorts, the pig appeared anxious to escape. I am glad Shawn and I could rescue him. All part of a good day's work! With contentment we have reached our objective - internet access! I am excited to be able to email home to family and friends. It seems to bring me back to reality...whatever that used to be for me. And to think I used to sit at home in our little "home office" and access internet with my slippers on! When I go home I will probably have to find some ceramic pigs, donkeys and frogs to put by our computer so that I will never forget the my fun adventures.

 

November 18, 2001

Each day I like it here more and more. We were invited to a neighbor's house for a birthday party tonight. It was a lot of fun. We can already tell we are making a lot of connections with this family. Here's how (I'll explain how we met each family member):

Rafael (Dad) - We met this morning when we went to church.

Azucena (Mom) - Is the only nurse in this town (ok, not the only nurse, but the only nurse I would trust taking care of my health.) We met her when we toured the clinic. Then last weekend we saw her again in church when the celebrated the "Celebration of the Word" (this is what they have every Sunday instead of Mass, because there is no priest.) We haven't been too impressed with the "Speaker of the Word" -the guy who leads the services. Unfortunately, he appears to be somewhat self-absorbed. After Mass we told Azucena that we really wanted to go to Mass and she said that this weekend in a nearby town a priest was coming for Confirmation (just our luck...this only happens here every 3 years!!!!) She then said we could go with her and her husband on Sunday to Mass (today.)

Sandra (daughter) 28 years old, married to Juan and has a 1 year old daughter named Andrea. She is a teacher at the High School. That is where we first met her (not knowing she was Azucena's daughter)

Ruth (daughter) 25 years old, married to Mario and has a 2 year old daughter named Ruth Maria. She is also a teacher at the High School. She reminds me a lot like Cindy (my sister). She has black hair, but like Cindy's it has a natural wave to it. Very pretty. Likes to dance and very personable. It was her birthday that we celebrated. Ruth found out we went to Mass with her parents (just the parents and Shawn and I went to Mass this morning…it was a 3 hour confirmation and the mom was one of the sponsors. I don't think the others were really invited) and then she invited us to her birthday dinner tonight.

Rafael (son) 17 years old. Senior in high school who we met in the small computer lab they have there. Practically the only student or person in this town who knows much about computers…he's very smart. He's also a really nice kid (like Adam) and seems mature for his age. He really bonded with the last volunteer here in our town named Matt.

Anyway, it was fun. I am happy to have some people we are connecting with. We got to meet all the grandmas and great grandmas…that was fun, too. They want to know why we have to leave after 2 years and can't stay longer (seems long enough to me!) The funniest thing to me is how they sing "Happy Birthday" they first sing it in English (or try as best they can.) Then they use the same tune to Happy Birthday and in Spanish they sing "We want cake, we want cake, we want cake and coca cola also. " Then at the end they add an extra line, "and coffee for the old folks." It does sound comical…but the funniest thing is that every time we have heard this sung here, people crack up hysterically thinking it is the funniest thing they have ever heard. They laugh and laugh and laugh. I ponder how it could be so funny when they sing this at EVERY single birthday party various times throughout the year. You would think the song may get a chuckle, but this rolling laughter is quite a sight. It's contagious as well, as soon as the group starts laughing, I start laughing at their laughing…maybe that's what they are doing, too. Shawn teases me that the group is secretly laughing at me, the foreigner. I am not sure I believe him. They seem pretty into the song to care too much about who is watching.

October 31, 2001

Halloween! I miss "trick or treating". Well, I haven't actually been "trick or treating" for many years, but I miss giving out candy and seeing the adorable costumes of our nieces and nephew. I also miss fall colors and caramel apples and hot chocolate at football games. I love Minnesota autumn. I love to see the leaves change color, I love to wear sweaters and I love to smell the crisp air. What I would give to sit by a bonfire and roast marshmallows and sing with Shawn, while he plays the guitar. I only hope that when we do come home in two years, I will appreciate what I have missed. It will be a happy reunion to return in October 2003!

September 1, 2001

Two years ago today Shawn proposed to me. This day also marks the "11th Anniversary" of our first date! When we were seniors in high school Shawn took me to a small Egyptian restaurant in Minneapolis for our first official date. I love September 1st! It amazes me that I have known him for so long. I am more amazed that we are now married and living in Honduras. Life continues to be filled with wonder and surprise.

August 31, 2001

Shawn and I went to the Peace Corps office on Thursday to use free email and we decided to go get bagels for lunch. There is one bagel shop in all of Honduras and they even have real cream cheese!(I am all about good food these days!). We were crossing the street and Shawn told me to be careful, because I wouldn’t want to trip and fall in oncoming traffic. (He was joking with me because I always tell him this in the states. I often tell him to have patience and wait for all the cars to pass because it is not worth the 2 seconds you save dodging a car if you would accidentally fall.) So, we started to cross and guess what? I tripped and fell! Unfortunately, the roads here are very unforgiving. They are very rough, with lots of rocks and I happened to fall on half rocks and half of a large gutter grate. I managed to bang up my knee, skin the other knee, skin my elbow, forearm, wrist, and right shoulder. I also cut both hands. (I didn’t leave out any body parts!) My right hand has 3 deep cuts and my left hand 1 deep cut. It was a good thing this happened outside the Peace Corps office because I was able to go back (more like limp back) immediately and have the nurse check me out. Fortunately, no stitches needed. Just lots of bandages! What a mess. The good news is I wasn’t hit by the car. Before we went home, we took a taxi 3 blocks to buy our bagels! (I wasn’t about to give up on my bagel mission!) And one can always get a Taxi for $1 or $2. Our new rule in Honduras is “wait for the light”.

August 28, 2001

My diary isn't as long as Shawn's. I have been busy writing the "Update Letters" that we send out to our group of family and friends back home. You can find these entries under the "Letters from Honduras" page. These letters are my substitute journal.

During the month of September 2001, Shawn and I will be living in two different sites. Shawn will be stationed in Savanagrande, a beautiful city one hour south of the capital. I will be living in Morasali, a dry and dirty town, so I have been told, located one hour east of the capital. According to our host mom, Shawn is definitely the luckier one! My group will be studying Economic Development and his group will be working in Municipal Development. This will be the first time since we were married to be apart for so long! I am guessing it will be a long month, but I pray to devote my time to learning Spanish, writing letters and counting the days till October!

Please send letters. They truly cheer us. Please send email. We never know when we will find internet access, so when we finally find email that works we love to see who wrote and read lots of letters. It's not so fun to open an "empty" in-box (you know how it is!)

My goal is to make more entries in October 2001. Please stay tuned. Until then pray for me as I do for you.

July 24, 2001

We left Minnesota today for our adventure to Honduras. I hope I am ready...we have spent most of last night packing last minute items. How does that happen? No matter how prepared I try to be, I still have 47 things to finish at the last minute. I am looking forward to slowing down my life and opening a new chapter of learning, growing and discovering.

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